Oh To Be Wrong
Well the nausea was definitely worse today and my heart did a little flip-flop. Why oh why can't I just leave the hope thing in the closet?
But, small surprise I am now bleeding (just slightly but this is all so familiar). Adios pregnancy #6, hello miscarriage #5.
I think maybe I'll turn this blog into a gardening blog - I have to be able to grow something, right?
The big question now is do I attempt to gather genetic material for yet another trip to the embryonic lab? Is there a lot of point to all of this? Is there any point to all of this?
DinoD
Well the nausea was definitely worse today and my heart did a little flip-flop. Why oh why can't I just leave the hope thing in the closet?
But, small surprise I am now bleeding (just slightly but this is all so familiar). Adios pregnancy #6, hello miscarriage #5.
I think maybe I'll turn this blog into a gardening blog - I have to be able to grow something, right?
The big question now is do I attempt to gather genetic material for yet another trip to the embryonic lab? Is there a lot of point to all of this? Is there any point to all of this?
DinoD

8 Comments:
I am so sorry. Seems I can only grow flowers these days as well.
I would like to just give a stream of swear words, but that just seems so obvious.
I think your doc owes you a stat response on your bloodwork now.
I seem to have more success with the flowers, too...
what dd said...
I'm sorry... Although I am envious that you can grow flowers... I can only grow dogs. Also I'd share my brownies and of course my wine if you were closer because truly this seems to be a wine and brownie moment...
Know I'm wishing that this wasn't the case.
Hm, most of my plants die. Gives being barren a whole new dimension.
I can grow dust puppies. Somehow that doesn't have the same ring as flowers.
I do agree that flowers would be altogether more rewarding.
There is not point to anything I suppose, but for me, and it's just my opinion, I think it is worth finding out as much as you can. It gave my pain something to hang it's hat on. Plus, I'm still curious about the ones I didn't find out about. I would have been interesting to know if they were all genetically screwed up, of if there was something else going on as well. But it's definitely a personal decision, other people think I am nuts for wanting to know, because really, what difference does it make?
Ok, Pollyanna has to speak, I have the fat lady in the closet and she is gagged! I am NOT telling you again.
Ok, I used to be able to grow flowers and house plants until I got my dang cats, now they eat everything and then decorate my carpets for me.
Keep puking and how are the boobs?
Any news?
I'll stalk you till I hear some news.
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